some things done and not being appreciated and have been condemmed. many little things done has gone to vain. some mistakes made has ruin all the good little things (unseen).

feel so tired and unappreciated as and when you have did so much during the period when it was at its peak of the worst period. yet people sees as that was your error for not doing well when you are just helping others to clean shit.

this has been running through my head many many times. "endure, do what you can at your very best" but what am i enduring for.